Sometimes I write to entertain.
Sometimes I write to share.
Often I write because I must,
but today I write to forget.
As I viciously thump the keys,
I do so with anger.
“Get these thoughts away.
I need to think of something else”.
But as I thump, I realize,
the harder I try to forget,
the more it hurts.
Really hurts.
As the words blur onscreen,
with the overflow of tears,
I decide it’s no good.
I cannot write and forget,
I can only sit here and remember.
Remember what happiness today should have brought.
The wonderful plans that were hatched,
earlier in the week,
When skies had become bluer,
and we even dared speak of a future.
How cruel life can be.
How suddenly all can change,
and how helpless we all become,
as once more we sit and we wait.
As I type to forget,
I fail.
And so I will stop,
Sit here,
and mourn and remember.
Your kind thoughts and prayers worked before,
Maybe just maybe?
I can do nothing else but ask.
Maybe just maybe?
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My thoughts on a page. 
I don’t know what it is but it’s obviously very painful. Thoughts and prayers your way.x
My young warrior friend who had a bone marrow transplant has had a major setback. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers.
Aw, I’m so sorry. Prayers for him and for you.x
Don’t worry about me, it’s all for him and his family. Thank you so much.
You’re welcome.x
Saying a little prayer for you…
Thank you so much. We are so sad and fearful tonight but your thoughts and prayers bring hope. I really appreciate them,
The poor guy. I’ll light a candle and say a prayer for him.
Thanks so much J.D. He sure needs it as do his parents and family.
Tric, I just finished saying a prayer for your young friend and his family. This life can be brutal sometimes, can’t it?
Oh thank you so much. I really appreciate that as will his family.
no prayers from me, tric – but my thoughts and well wishes for the lad’s speedy return to good health
Thanks a mil Duncan. As you can tell it’s a very difficult day. All very sudden. All I know is the last time a few weeks ago his return to health of sorts was nothing short of miraculous, whatever caused it, so asking for universal help again can surely do no harm.Thoughts are great too!
i am very sorry for all, and my spirit is with them. i am both sad and angry.
Thanks a million. I am too very sad and angry tonight but mostly I am numb and fearful. Fingers crossed.
Tric I am so very sorry for him and those who love him. I literally had chills running down my back as I read this. I send comfort and strengthening thoughts your way for him. My heart aches for him. You words were like daggers.
Thank you. I am barely able to contain my anger which is at least keeping tears at bay. We cannot believe it. Still we hope and it is good to be able to hope. Thanks for your kind thoughts and support as always.
You’re welcome Tric.
Prayers said and lifted high for him, his family, you and the folks treating him.
Thank you Susan. They are much needed tonight. And greatly appreciated. Life is so very very unfair.
Oh no 😦
Xxx
Afraid so. Very worrying.
I’m so sorry to hear that , was delighted that he was doing well. Really hoping it will be better news tomorrow xx
Thanks Lorna. Sadly it is a major setback, but we will wait and see. He has done the impossible before so maybe??
Sending prayers across the ocean, my heart is filled with sadness as your dear friend and his family are going through this difficult time. Praying for another miracle and that this set back is not as major as it seems in this moment.
What a lovely comment and just what I needed to hear. Thank you. That is indeed what I want to believe. Thank you also for your prayers. They are greatly appreciated.
Positive thoughts and intentions headed his way.
Aw thanks a million. We need all we can get tonight. As long as we still have hope even it is not huge,it is still hope. Thank you.
Life can be so cruel! I am so sorry for him and his family. Prayers and thoughts!
Thank you Cindy. The news today is challenging to say the least.
Sending prayers and Reiki for healing, and love to this young man far across the ocean, and especially to his parents and siblings – I can imagine what they are going through and know too well that terrible roller coaster of hope and despair… Please keep us updated. Love, Lucia
Yes it’s the roller coaster which is so difficult to ride. Sadly today he is very sick. We can only wait and see. Your support as always is much appreciated.
Oh Tric, so sorry to hear this. Thoughts and wishes for him and his family. Hoping for another miracle x
Thanks a mil. As do we all! Sadly it looks like it will have to be a miracle but we still hope.
There is always hope. I pray for this little one and lift his family and friends up in prayer, too. xo
oh no 😦 Hugs and positive vibes coming your way, it’s so sad to read your suffering. All my best thoughts to the little man and his family.